Maria La Gorda and San Diego de Los Banos

3 hours away from Vinales is the Dive Resort of Maria La Gorda. It’s almost the furthest west you can go on the island and to call it remote would be an understatement. I haven’t dived for 2 years but I’d heard the reefs here were good and it was a cheap day trip so why not. The boat only had to go out about 1km to the reef and we all geared up pretty quickly. Looking down I could see that it was special and when I jumped in and put my eyes under the water I couldn’t believe it, the visibility was insane. We all descended to about 25m, popping our ears and adjusting our buoyancy then leisurely floating around a huge coral wall amongst shoals of blue and yellow fish. When you dive normally visibility is reduced by suspended particles in the water and obviously the murkier it is the less you can see. Down here though it was pristinely clean and you could see for over 40m in places, which was very surreal – it felt like being in a fish tank more than the sea. Turning on my back I looked up at the waters surface, a shimmering blanket of silk with 8 sets of bubbles shooting 25m upwards like ethereal stacks of diamonds. It was so beautiful and when we were back on dry land I felt very grateful to have experienced it before it is overrun by hotels and dive centres. If this were in Thailand, Egypt or Australia it would be hugely popular. One dive master there said the diving here is the best he has ever known.

The next morning I awoke to the sound of a pig being slaughtered. When pigs get fed they make a similar noise so I presumed it was in fact feeding time but no, just 10m away 3 men were crouched around a large pig, one with an axe, chopping the animal into segments. I was curious to go over and watch but thought the sight of intestines being pulled out and a ribcage torn open might spoil breakfast. After a paid my bill for the last 4 days I said my goodbyes and my “nice to have met yous”, bought 10 cigars for £2.50 and was on my way to San Diego de Los Banos – “Cuba’s premier spa resort” where you can go for hot mud massages and brief soaks in thermal waters, rich in salty nutrients. I got a taxi there because there is no bus and the journey was grand. The scenery and mountain villages on the way were more beautiful than the Valle de Vinales itself, I thought, but not on the tourist circuit. I got dropped off at a nice casa in the spa town and very quickly went for a walk to acquaint myself, feeling relaxed and looking forward to 2, maybe 3 days of indulgence. As it was the whole complex was closed for the new years holiday so I was pretty gutted. Despondent and in a quandary I dragged my feet back to my room only to be accosted by a man called Luis, wearing a bright hat and brandishing a large set of binoculars – the combination making him look like a simple man, with dreams of wild adventures, explorations into the unknown. He said we could walk together to a nearby park I had read about. So we did and I had a really good day that made me forget all about the lack of mud baths and thermal waters. We drank copious amounts of neat rum and he was very willing to be photographed in the desolate remains of a once magnificent set of sculptural gardens – one was a relic of a Japanese garden and it must have been a wonderful place. We walked to a military restaurant up the hill – one of the nicest buildings I have ever seen, and up a spiral brick tower to the top where we looked around the hills through his binoculars. On the way back we stopped to listen to some impromptu music event that I did not understand and thought sounded offensive to ears. Really quite drunk we walked the 4km back to the village along the main road, hoping to get a lift but being unsuccessful the entire way. Partway we ran into a really nice couple (Tony y Barbara) and their newborn son Tonyquito. We talked about all sorts but mostly family and what I was doing in Cuba, and then I took a photo of them where we forked to our different destinations. They gave me their address to send them the photo one day – it was something along the lines of; Tony Manuel Gomez, half a mile from SD d Los Banos, Cuba. For the last stretch of the journey our conversation was reduced to drunken ramblings and singing. He asked me to sing something so I sang the Smiths-Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now. I didn’t consciously choose such a moody song but I like singing it, and he couldn’t understand English anyway. He was so drunk he just joined in with some salsa-esque beat – not a good combo. That night I sat alone in the Hotel Mirador opposite the hot springs. I drank a Mojhito and I watched a small boy play with a balloon. Then I realised it wasn’t a balloon but a blown up condom. I laughed and went to bed.

The next day was New Years Eve and I had a sudden compulsion to return to Havana 3 days early and celebrate with my friends. There were no official buses so it was either pay 60-80 CUC for a taxi or hitchhike. So I chose the latter which turned out to be considerably easier and less ‘gritty’ than I had expected. I wanted to be shoved in the back of a rusty Cadillac or in a sidecar but it was much less cool than that. I ended up catching 2 local buses to the outskirts of Havana and a taxi to my house. But it was fun and my 5 days of independence were over in the blink of an eye. That afternoon, sitting back on the Malecon in the golden light of 4pm I felt a lot of love for Cuba and the people. I’m halfway through my time here and I still feel like I have a lot to learn. Its sunny and beautiful, a bit fucked up but very proud. Viva La Revolution!

Valle de Vinales

Early in the morning on Boxing Day I caught a 3-hour bus to a town called Vinales, in the west. The Valle de Vinales is a beautiful national park of towering limestone cliffs (called mogotes here), the type you see all over the world, rounded on their summits and hanging with palms and vines, brushing the sheer walls and exposed caves. The earth in the valley is a rich orange and most available land is blanketed by tobacco plantations and vernacular shacks shaped like tents. I was greeted at the bus stop by a woman called Lila who I immediately liked. We walked to her casa and she pointed out all the important sites along the way. The main street in Vinales is flanked by rows of Scots pines, which fill the air with one of my favourite smells. In Vinales there are over 200 casa particulares (in a town of barely 2000 people that’s hefty) which means competition is high. My dinner was expensive but when it arrived and I tasted it I would have easily paid double. I looked around, expecting the whole family to join me – surely you’re not expecting me to eat all this? I had 7 plates of food including a whole fish, rice, salad, potatoes and fruit. It was the best meal I’ve had in Cuba but I was so full I had to go to bed immediately – at 7.30pm!

I had agreed the night before to do some horse riding and in the morning a cowboy called Abel picked me up, and we walked to his ranch where I met 3 other tourists – Anya and Nicole – 2 Swiss girls who you would call ‘bubbly’, and Yuta – a 60 year old German lady who’s previously beautiful face has been marred by a forlorn and tragic deterioration. I was given a starving mule to ride which meant I had to look forward to hours of my bony arse bouncing on his bony spine. We lightly trotted through the plantations and arrived at a farmer’s house where we had coffee and watched Abel roll a cigar, which we then puffed at approvingly. We continued around the base of a huge cliff and followed the dusty trail through the fields and deeper into the valley. It really was beautiful, so quiet and majestic and the sun bathed our shoulders perfectly. After a couple of hours we tied the horses to some bamboo and walked to a nearby cave. All the other cowboys bring their tourists here via other tracks and when there are enough – say 30 of you, you walk into the cave with torches lighting the way. The cave runs for 3km through the side of this mountain, emerging on the other side along with its own subterranean river. After about 300m you come to a lake that you can swim in. I wasn’t going to but its not every day you get to swim in a cave. About 15 of us swam 100m through the pitch black cave until we came to a slippery mound where things turned rapidly sexual, everyone rubbing cave mud on each other. It is clearly just an excuse for horny cowboys to lure slender females into a dark cave, using ‘medicinal mud’ as an excuse to have a thorough feel. On our return swim, washing off the mud and howling into the dark recesses of the caves for eerie effect it dawned on me the sheer filth I was in. This was a still body of water in a shadowy cavern. At least 50 people a day swish around in the water, possibly urinating but definitely scrubbing off sweat and scabs whilst scouring themselves with second hand mud and writhing in the murky lake. I emerged into the sunlight feeling nasty.
Hopping back on the saddles we circled back the way we came and had a pit-stop at some guys love shack, an event ensuing that at the time didn’t seem that weird.
The man’s name was Oman and he had the most terrifying eyes of lime and gold. I massively regret not taking a photo of him. In fact I sat there composing the shot in my mind, and the request in Spanish. There were two photographs I wanted – one where he was casually leaning out of the wooden doorway with his cigar smoke strikingly framed by the dark of the room behind. Another where he was sitting against the wooden slats of the door. To the left the cracks between planks allowed 4 or 5 strong bands of light to slice diagonally to the right. He would have sat there with these bands crossing over his chest and face, one powerfully highlighting a single terrifying eye. These 2 photos exist in my mind only, but they are amazing photos and I will kick myself for a while to come.
Oman split open some coconuts and deftly made us some strong rum cocktails. Nicole and Anya could speak very good Spanish so I just sat there trying to follow the conversation which thanks to the rum turned inevitably towards sexual banter and before I knew it I was acting as Anya’s father in a wedding ceremony there in the porch of a tiny wooden shack, surrounded by fields of tobacco and soaring mountains. Abel had taken a liking to Anya and by the reciprocal rubbing of fingers and arms I guessed it was mutual. It was a very strange event and I felt increasingly awkward. A few times I was worried the situation was going to get nasty and I formulated a few escape plans in my mind, one shamefully involved me running from the scene, leaving the two Swiss girls to their drunken fate at the hands of two randy cowboys. Another one involved me brandishing the machete and fleeing with all the horses, taking the girls to safety and possibly getting a back massage in return. As per usual, none of my situations materialised and instead we left after two hours, Abel teased within an inch of sanity, possibly sporting an unfulfilled erection. The return leg was so painful and I felt an equal measure of resentment towards the horse’s spine and guilt at whatever pains my bum may be inflicting in return. Upon dismounting the newly weds had a sloppy embrace, we paid our fee and stumbled off to our houses.
After dinner we all met up again and had some beers in a bar. I revived my German and had a tri-lingual conversation that left me feeling like a pretty intelligent human being. We were all shattered from the day so made it an early night. Thankfully there were no awkward goodbyes at the girls’ house, we’d never see each other again but we had shared a very good day. Abel followed Anya to her room and at first I was a bit disgusted, but then realised that it was all light-hearted fun. She’s on a 3-week holiday in Cuba and she’s about to shag a cowboy, good for her. If I had fewer inhibitions and didn’t have such an unapproachable expression perhaps I would meet more interesting people. As it is, I am doomed to a life of bitter solitude and brief encounters that go nowhere. Still, tomorrow is another day. And a damn good day it was.

It started early with a fantastic breakfast, the sunlight pouring through the front door and warming my legs under the table. Fried eggs, fruit, coffee, I knew it was going to be a good day. I walked to a botanical garden I had read about, the entrance gate covered with fruit fresh from the trees. Behind the dense hedge lies a gorgeous little cottage owned by two elderly sisters who’s father set up this garden almost a century ago. It’s a mesmerising maze of paths weaving between trees of all heights, density and occupation – mango, kumquat, Guava, pineapple, aloe Vera, hyacinths and orchids, massive buttress roots spilling onto the ground like a freeze-framed giant squid climbing the trunk. A nice lady walked me round pointing out all these unusual additions and what is best in what season. You end back at the house in a surreal little patio, given a plate a fresh fruit and left to contemplate at your leisure. I loved the house. It was ramshackle and quirky - a tree made of business cards, a chicken wire fence covered in dolls heads and mouldy newspaper clippings of nothing in particular.
I rented out a bike and cycled off into the valley, past tons of creaking porches, weather beaten faces smiling from rocking chairs, the smell of cigar smoke strong in the air and a constant stream of tourist busses sweeping past me, belching out exhaust fumes roaring on to the next ‘point of interest’. Over the crest of one hill was a massive car park at the base of the cliff, with no cars parked. A cave here leads 150m through the mountain emerging on the other side at a restaurant. Walking through the tunnel I got more and more excited, imagining what delights would emerge at the other end. It was a large restaurant who’s conical thatched roofs pleasantly block out the other car park containing maybe 5 or 6 tour buses. On arrival the entire group is seated en masse and served swiftly but unaffectionately. Being solo I was herded to a lonely table on the sidelines where a nice couple from the Basque Country gave me some cheese and ham. It was all so impersonal and obviously they carved a new road around the mountain and made a second car park because as much as tourists are happy to eat their set lunch together, the idea of walking through a cave to get there is obviously too much to cope with. This is a mentality I still can’t get my head around – package tours. If you are strapped for time then theoretically doing a whistle-stop tour (of what someone else thinks you will like) of the area is a good choice but you’re never going to experience anything too real or challenging.

On this negative note I will leave Vinales for a moment and return to Havana. The wonderful Bush Administration already has a plan set out for Cuba when Fidel is finally declared dead. Probably contained in a spiral-bound dossier the plan involves allowing tens of thousands of Cuban exiles to return to Cuba – this invariably will include the mafia in Miami and many many tales of “The American Dream” and how much better life is under capitalism. A mixture of emotions will ensue – people haven’t seen their families for years and years and this joy of being reunited coupled with a sudden onslaught of feedback and criticism of their own lives under communism will result in a great deal of unrest. In fact unrest and dissent is all part of the grand plan. It is planned that there will BE a counter-revolution, people will demand change upon hearing how wonderful it can be to have any job you wish and travel at will. Already in the youth here you can see an affection and yearning for the American culture of consumerism and wealth. It’s not hard to picture the scene in Havana when it all changes. A certain amount of violence, demonstration and death will be allowed to occur under the watchful eyes of the US, at which point they will swoop in, ‘liberating’ the poor souls who have been trodden on by the evil dictator Castro and the army will restore peace, imposing their own form of temporary government with the sole intention of turning Cuba into a capitalist economy. Cuba will become an ally of America (possibly another state) and stop being so friendly with China, Russia and Venezuela, and fat balding men in bad suits will slouch in their leather armchairs in Washington a little more content that one more part of the world has been forced over to their way of thinking. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. McDonalds and Starbucks have already chosen their plots along the Malecon for when this all occurs.
On a side note, a short tale that makes me smile: A few years ago Cuba’s baseball team came 2nd in the Pan-American Baseball League and won the princely sum of $22 million. This is clearly a huge amount of money and could have been ploughed back into the game, or spent on a new stadium etc etc. However Hurricane Katrina had just struck and it was decided to donate the $22 million to New Orleans instead. This tremendous gesture of charity aside, its also a smack in the face of the Bush Administration who didn’t get their arses in gear quick enough to save the lives of their own citizens (but when a Hollywood neighbourhood is in flames it’s a different story). Venting complete its back to the stillness and tranquillity only found in the countryside.

After returning my bike I had a 5 o’clock appointment with a local masseuse called Onasis. He works at one of the big hotels here but said it would be cheaper and more convenient for me to have the massage at home. I suppose that’s true but I didn’t feel entirely comfortable stripping down to my boxers and lying face down on my bed whilst a stranger lathered me up. In a designated massage environment I’m fine, but the bedroom scenario just seemed too personal. The back massage was good, shiatsu he said, but the head and foot work left a lot to be desired. Its always hard to tell whether a masseuse has accidentally brushed your scrotum or not, and of course you’re not going to bring it up because that could be mortifying. Instead you just lay there tensing your thighs every time the hands move that way, in nervous anticipation of more clumsy contact. I paid him still standing in my boxers and waved goodbye feeling slightly used.

During dinner there was Salsa music playing and I was asked my opinion mid swallow. I was starving and in these situations I tend to just say yes to everything in the hope that the questioner will shut up and let me enjoy my food in peace. So all my nods and “ si, muy bien, entiendo, si” led to me agreeing to leave somewhat abruptly and have an hours salsa lesson with an ageing dance teacher. Earlier on in the day I had walked back from my bike ride merry and smiling, a slightly camp old man eyed me up and said “buenas dias” as I ambled by. Nice I thought, always good to have a bit of attention even if it is a bit wrinkly. So when the door creaked open and there stood the same gentleman inviting me in for a dance I had to chuckle to myself.
Rosendo’s modest house consisted of 2 bedrooms, a kitchen and a bathroom. In the kitchen was a very good looking guy around my age, wearing only his shorts and smoking a cigarette. We moved the table and chairs into the bedroom and used the kitchen space for the lesson. The young guy who I will call Rico sat in the doorway holding the remote for the stereo, selecting the tracks for our dance. At first I was awful and awkward, embarrassed, stiff and apologetic. But I soon started to master the simple steps that all the complex spins revolve around. You just have to free your hips and your arms in salsa. So there I was gripping the naked back and hand of a wrinkly salsa teacher, tripping over myself trying to dance. I really enjoyed it in the end and was praised quite highly considering it was my first attempt. Rico complemented me a few times and I felt watched, but not judged (twice I received an air-kiss). They were definitely queer. They can’t have been lovers, the age gap was too great, but when I left, Rico definitely acted different to any other Cuban male I’ve met so far. It’s a strange mix of sexuality and a guarded tension that underpins unwillingness to be too forward – just in case I’m ‘not’. Rosendo turned off the front lights as I left and peeked out the door,
“Porque?”, I asked
“Es Cuba”, he replied.
“Si en Habana, perro no en Vinales, si?”
“Si, si. Ok, chiao”.

Maybe I was reading too much into the situation but the thought of this lovely old man, possibly gay, possibly in a relationship with someone too young for him, wary of coming out of the house at night, hmm. As I was walking up the street to a bar I realised I had left my shirt in the kitchen ( I was wearing a shirt over a T ), at the moment I turned round to go back Rosendo was a few meters away jogging topless with my shirt in his hand. “ ahh, gracias senor, Buenos noches”, I said. When I turned back to walk up the street a small group of locals gave me a sceptical look – I guess if he was the only gay in the village and I’ve just emerged from his house late in the night, being handed back my clothes it deserved a look of “Uchm, I see.” I found it quite funny though and sat at the bar smiling to myself. Then some local drunkard sat down with me and tried to talk to me about English football. I had no time for that shit, pretending I care about Liverpool or Michael Owen. There’s a time and a place for entertaining foreign drunks, and that was not it.

Feliz Navidad

On Christmas Eve some of Larissa’s family and friends flew in from various corners of the earth, staying at a beautifully restored hotel in the old part of town. For dinner we were all treated to a 3-course dinner in the square, serenaded by a very good band, who got the intimacy levels just right. There were 14 of us at dinner and although the food was a bit poor the atmosphere was fantastic. I was in love with each and every one of them - I could almost taste the red wine, mature cheese and rich chocolate just hearing their French accents. On the cobbles, perched comfortably on metal chairs we sipped Mojhitos well into the night, and all was merry and bright. Sometime after midnight we all retreated into slumber, apart from James, Bonzo and John who stayed up until 5 am drinking rum on the Malecon. It transpired that in the drunken haze; James heaved all over his shoes, and Bonzo bought what he thought was a modest pouch of weed, but it turned out to be a clump of grass that the dealer had clearly torn from the kerbside – it came complete with roots n’all. He also awoke to find he had vomited over himself whilst sleeping. Upon hearing this on xmas morning I was glad I had an early night.

On Christmas Day we all met up at the beach and had a very serene day, imagining what it would be like in England, warming round the fire with full bellies and board games. We shared our secret Santa presents, which was surprisingly successful. James got a mini- baseball bat from Ruth and we had a very fun but tiring game of baseball as the sun was setting. In the evening we all convened on another restaurant, the 14 of us feasting on lobster and flan washed down with yet more Mojhitos. Once again the elders of the party paid the bill and it was very much appreciated.

Close But No Cigar

Tuesday we leisurely joined a small queue to purchase tickets for the ballet. As with most queuing systems in Cuba all rationality was hurled out of the window to be replaced by totally unnecessary waiting times. We were there for over 3 hours with only 15 people in front of us. There are 2 ticket prices for the Ballet – 20 CUC (£12) for tourists and 5 Cuban pesos (15p) for locals. With the help of our temporary student ID’s we were able to exploit this little bargain but only by waiting 3 hours. Meanwhile a tourist can just waltz in with their 20 CUC and buy a ticket immediately. Its hardly surprising that they choose to sell a ticket that is 80 times more expensive than the pitiful pennies of the local ticket, but it must be such a smack in the face for all the Cubans lining up for hours.
Once we eventually got served we then squeezed into a bus bound for Guanabacoa. We spent quite some time last week constructing a questionnaire to take to the town. Walking around asking all sorts of people all sorts of questions, we ended up with over 70 pages of answers and opinions about architecture, social and private life and ideas for improving the town. This is all very well and good but the project is moving so slowly still and at some point we are going to have to throw a proposal into the air knowing full well it will be shot down like a fat duck, but will hopefully initiate impassioned discussion.

A 10-minute walk from our casa is the more residential area of Vedado where we lived in the first week. It is home to a series of massive hotels and a steep street called La Rampa that would not look out of place in San Francisco. Along La Rampa are many clubs and restaurants, the cinema we go to, banks and ice cream parlours. Just off this street is a humongous tower block that used to be a top hotel but is now 35 stories of flats. Perched at the top is an amazing little French Restaurant. Having spent 2 weeks budgeting tightly I decided that a pre-birthday treat was necessary. In the restaurant your tables are pushed right up against the glass which folds around all 4 sides making it impossible not to let your eyes wander over the vast city of Havana. At night it is especially beautiful and was a perfect place to turn 22 with a chocolate cake and red wine. At midnight we had tequila shots and I strolled home happy as Larry, possibly more so.

In the morning with a dull hangover I gratefully opened my presents but couldn’t stomach much breakfast. I tried to work over some maps on my laptop and come up with some ambitious urban plan but what’s the point when it’s your birthday and its sunny outside. So me, James and Larissa walked to a nearby fish restaurant and had lobster for about £2.50. I’m not exactly an expert but it was damn fine lobster, so succulent and meaty, with a really beautiful shell. Strange observation but he looked like he was a healthy happy lobster, and then he was boiled alive and silently screamed in pain until his fishy brain melted in agony. Pudding consisted of an ice cream on the Malecon, which dissipated in the noonday sun faster than I could eat it. The afternoon was relaxed and I read my new book and sipped a Chilean red wine that we can buy downstairs for tuppence – a very welcome addition to our culinary growth. Bonzo and James came from their house around the corner to eat dinner with us and Alice provided quite a spread – including one of the best soups ever created and a plate of plantain crisps that piss all over anything Kettles can make. I acted ignorant but was quietly expecting a cake, and lo and behold Larissa appeared with a spongy layer of joy. Mm, mm what a splendid dinner we had. Afterwards we hailed a taxi and sped to the National Theatre for an evening of pirouettes. The show comprised of 3 parts with a 10 minute interval between each, which meant that I rushed 3 bottles of beer and almost wet myself during the 3rd, final and most amazing section. From nowhere about 10 new dancers came on, all with incredible bodies, and moved in perfect unison. There was one main lady called Alicia Alonzo and her dress was a rich Indian turquoise. The main male dancer was courting her and at times I felt like I was intruding on quite a personal moment. Her balance was incredible and when he leapt he appeared to delicately land without a sound, slowing slightly upon impact giving the illusion that he could subtly subvert gravity. It was great. Afterwards we went to a bar that has become famous because it was Ernest Hemingway’s favourite joint. We all sipped his favourite cocktail – the Daiquiri – and enjoyed more merriness. Near our house on the Malecon is our local drinking establishment – a swish new cocktail bar facing the sea where a Mojhito costs a pound. We all got bici-taxi’s here and I realised, smoothing moving westwards along the seafront that this was exactly how I spent the last part of my last birthday – getting cycled towards Buckingham Palace with my buddy Rachel. It definitely beats stumbling through rotten back streets.


A short-lived post birthday comedown was soothed when we attended our first ‘work do’. In the main courtyard of our work place (by the by, apparently the restored convent in which we work was once on a list of the worlds 100 most endangered buildings!) a live band were playing and you could buy a couple of litres of homemade beer for 40p. It was pretty good and it was nice to get to know our bosses a little more, even the previously hard-nosed Mario. A persistent lady of advanced years grabbed my hand and forced me to embarrass myself with a cringe worthy salsa attempt. I was sort of getting into the groove when I looked up and saw a Cuban man looking at my jerky feet with such bewilderment. He might as well have just said “What the HELL is that? You are an embarrassment to lithe dancers everywhere!”. Eventually she gave up trying and even after 5 minutes my hips were killing me. In the evening we got a taxi a little way out of town in the search of a reggae night. It was closed but we did get to see somewhere that interested me before I arrived in Havana. There’s this little park, called Parque Alemendares, in which resides a giant tree with hundreds of hanging roots and vines. The place has been nicknamed ‘park of the hanged’ because people used to (and may still do) hang themselves from the boughs. I thought that was quite beautiful. As we were leaving, the heavens opened and we sheltered whilst the rains subsided. Afterwards the ground smelt amazing and the forest glistened.

I could see through my Xmas wrapping paper the Ferroro Roche logo and although these nutty nuggets aren’t a patch on Lindor, I once again had a low moment and chain-ate all 4. Larissa’s family are flying in tomorrow and are apparently bringing several boxes of Belgian chocolates with them, hopefully sustaining me for at least 2 days. I am being a typical Englishman and haven’t bought any presents yet. We are doing secret Santa, the mystery of which was quickly shattered by the loose tongued among us.

Yesterday we had the first of probably many Spanish lessons. Pedro is his name, and he is a psychologist living in a poky house near work with 2 gorgeous cats. I was seriously hung-over from 3 consistent nights of rum and found the 3 hours fairly hard going. By the end of it I couldn’t understand a word and felt like I had come full circle. And worse than 5 weeks ago. It’s costing us about £2.50 per session, which is a really good deal, even by Cuban standards. A course here could set you back a few hundred at least. Today we mostly worked on pronunciation which naturally brought about several laughing fits with 6 people all going “ YA, YEH, YI, YO, YU, rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Ka, ka ka ka. And Pedro didn’t waste any time in getting us to say the Spanish word for vagina over and over and having quite the laugh himself. Given half the chance I would happily make 6 Spanish people say fanny fanny fanny, none the wiser. Ha!

Si, entiendo!

I went to see a film called London To Brighton on my own two nights ago. Despite knowing it was about prostitutes escaping their London pimps and fleeing to Brighton I was still shocked. It was not a happy film at all. The Brighton scenes pulled at my heartstrings but a few things irritated me. They got the train at Victoria from platform 10 ish, and it should be 16. The seats on the train weren’t right at all and you don’t get polystyrene cups for coffee. They went from Brighton Station to the beach and in order to do so got a bus from the Marina to the Pier. Clearly quite wrong. There was a short scene shot outside the all-night diner and it made me yearn for a drunken fry up at 3 am.

On Saturday we got a taxi to the beach and it was the best day yet, the waves were gently tickling the shore and the water was marbled with various hues of blue. A local lifeguard called Alberto swam out with John, James and I to a coral reef. It was very beautiful and completely unexpected. At the edge, the reef just sank away into darkness and swimming around the side of it felt like floating around a spaceship with the vastness of space at your side visually dragging you away from the safety of the rock/ship. I remember when I did scuba diving that at times I couldn’t control where I went, if I was moving alongside a coral wall then I would just float towards it like a magnet, subconsciously trying to avoid drifting too far into the darkness. I think a coral reef is the perfect example of a place that is simultaneously beautiful and terrifying. And understanding the fragility of a coral reef ecosystem it pained me to see Alberto steadying himself on rocks and snapping off bits of soft white coral to give to us as souvenirs. The swim back was exhausting, as we had drifted about 300m out. Collapsing on the sand I then felt a burning desire to be ‘one with the beach’. So I half buried myself in the sand and let the waves slowly immerse me, smoothing out the edges until, looking down, I appeared to be a large item of flotsam/jetsam, stuck in the sand – like a shipwrecked corpse or a severed tree limb. I try to just lie there and burn like everyone else but its so satisfying to cover yourself with sand, throw yourself back in the sea and repeat the process until the novelty has worn off. I could quite happily design a modest dwelling in the tropics that laps the ocean with its creaky jetty, live day to day spearing fish for lunch and working sporadically so I can visit huge cities like Tokyo, New York and Rio DeJeniro, feeling a good balance between wide-eyed wonder and rural nostalgia.

I just sat down with my landlady Cheri (not Sheila it seems) and had a good 5 minute conversation in Spanish telling her I am going away in 11 days for 8 days to a place called Vinales and I would like to pay a reduced rent. She agreed, all was muy bien, and I even said that the meal we had today was the best so far, because the chicken was delicious and there were potatoes and beetroot and yummy salad. There was lots of smiling and understanding and now I am on such a language high! Woohoo, I could so easily have grabbed Larissa and asked her to do the whole conversation for me. Ah, good feeling. I am also very much looking forward to my birthday because in the evening we are going to the ballet and I have presents and I am going to have lots and lots of Rum. and then mroe rum. And then Alice will have to look after me. talking of which, she is making me an omlette tonight because she saw me trying to steal some of Ruth´s. Can´t wait. Also, Bruce Willis brought some flan over that his mother made and its possibly one of the best puddings Ive ever had. thats saying something.

Food Glorious Food

We have been here a month already and the first week seems like distant past. The days are rolling by and aimless wanderings have been replaced by the sweaty commute – a one hour stroll through littered Centro Habana , past the looming Capitolio, plunging into Habana Veija with its narrow grey veins skirting quaint plazas and finally arriving in the tranquillity of Santa Clara convent. We spent most of last weekend compiling another presentation and in the end it was postponed for 3 days. Mild irritation at this delay was soon overtaken by the ravenous joy of finding delicious hamburgers on a menu closeby. It’s been a good week for food with the added discovery of an Arabic restaurant that has humus and pita, and the tastiest flan ever made, just down the road. It was sitting there gorging on egg-based puddings that we noticed a man who looks like the guy on the front of the Lonely Planet guide. Pulling the aforementioned book out of my bag we were taken aback in realising that it was indeed he. The situation was quite apparent – some years ago he must have been snapped smoking a cigar and obviously looking utterly Cuban, then chosen as the face of the new edition and since has decided to sit around waiting to be noticed by Lonelyplanet-wielding tourists. He even had a ‘pimp’ with him- a mute woman who presumably hung around with him to get a cut of the earnings. It would have been stupid not to take a photo so of course I did. I wanted him to hold the book over his face, which I knew would be comical, but he decided was slightly degrading. Either way it was a short-lived moment of happy surprise that earnt him some pennies from my pocket. The novelty was crushed the day after, when returning for 2 more puddings we saw him sitting in the same spot. Grrrr. Still, easy way to make a living I suppose.

On Tuesday we were supposed to get a boat across the harbour and then walk into Guanabacoa, with enough time to meet an important man who would tell us some important things. The boat was naturally out of order so we walked for half an hour to a bus stop where no buses stopped and eventually compromised and paid the extortionate fee of 3p to get a brand spanking new Chinese bus with the most comfortable bus seats in the world. We were dropped off somewhere further away from our destination than where we started, and somewhere in the middle of 1991’s Olympic Village. Hunger, sweat, delays and excessive walking makes Jonathan a sour-faced boy, but thankfully I spotted a patisserie before it got out of hand. The mood change was abrupt and I enthusiastically stated “ Quiero muchas senora” – I want lots, senora. I probably bought one of everything and two éclairs. The best was a cinnamon swirl number, which was partially soaked in coffee and caused me to stop and compose myself. ‘Yollum’ then decided it would be best if we just walked the rest of the way instead of waiting for another bus. He didn’t know the way and we had to retrace our steps a fair distance, eventually tramping into town, parched and unenthused. We met a hideous lady with hairy thighs and a dry perm, and she walked us around the main museum in Guanbacoa. As an overview of a town with centuries of rich colonial history the musuem seemed strongly biased towards cult-based doll-worshipping religions. There were several glass cabinets full of dusty displays, ranging from stuffed owls to stunningly embroidered dresses to terrifying manikins with sinister eyes. In another room hung a dozen amazing still life paintings by two local boys aged 12 and 13. They all consisted of fairly imaginative arrangements of inanimate objects – a watermelon holding down a piece of string that is wrapped around a feather, whilst a violin nestles comfortably next to some avocado stones balancing on the edge of a jug. In a few restaurants you see paintings like this and it’s a refreshing change from ‘pizza hut art’ in England – a soft focus macro photo of a tulip, printed onto canvas and then brushed with a transparent paint that when dry gives the tacky illusion that the photo is a one-off painting by a romantic artist. Its best not to dwell on these things though, I don’t want to be a miserable old man yet.

When we want clean clothes we can just give Alice a bag of smelly rags and she brings them back clean, ironed and folded. This is a welcome convenience but the handing-back process is not right. The first day there was a knock at the door and Alice appeared with our clothes - joy, muchas gracias Alice. However, instead of just laying them down and leaving she picked up each item separately, held it in front of her face so her eyes were poking over the top like a bashful Arabian minx, and guessed who’s it was before being told if she was right or not. At first John and me found the clothes game funny and kind of sweet but when you’ve got 10 pairs of boxers and each one is manhandled before being returned you end up feeling a bit exposed. I also noticed my red Converse had gone missing and in the evening Alice waltzed in very please with herself, holding out my trainers, freshly washed and sparkling like new. I didn’t quite know what to say. I don’t like new shoes, and it was very kind of her to clean them but I didn’t think they were dirty, just worn and full of character. Now they are just SO clean, and so pristine. I now hide my other shoes when I go out because if she does that to my favourite trainers I might have to strike her. Yesterday she entered our room and came over all nervous, started giggling and had to hide behind the wall for a few seconds before we discovered she had made orange juice. She’s just mental! For a visual – maybe 5’2”, larger upper body, always a pair of orange or denim shorts and a black vest. Long black curly hair in a ponytail and a rotund face that can only be described as cheeky – one my least favourite adjectives.

When our presentation finally rolled around it was a massive anticlimax. I had spent a couple of hours translating two paragraphs I’d written into Spanish and was pretty proud out the outcome, especially this bit; “Y si eso esta bueno para social interaccion y un sentimiento de la communidad – una superpoblado area ponen un grande presion en los services publicos, especialmente donde una area estaron neglectado”. Yeah! In the end I just recited it without thinking and we had very little feedback on the whole. Everyone was getting involved with a discussion on urban planning and the failings of urban theories by such greats as Corbusier, but I decided to sit back and let it all wash over me and nod convincingly. Yollum looked at me and said “ eh, Yonatan doesn’t say much, si?”. I think I just smiled in agreement which turned out to be a wise choice. Now Yollum considers me to be the silent genius, perhaps. He brought up a Buddhist or Taoist quote – “If you are going to say something, it must be better than silence”. I thought that was quite profound and immediately added Yollum to my Christmas Card list.

Forests, Films, Funds and Fanny

This working week our comrades at the convent have been giving us tours of the various municipalities of Habana, in the hope that we will gain a better insight into the history and life of the city. We have walked miles and miles along leafy boulevards, smelly side streets, through glades and suburban housing blocks. Yassir, who has been cruelly nicknamed “Yollum” took us again to the scale model of Habana and gave us a thorough history of the city and detailed descriptions of important areas. It gets a bit nauseating after a while, staring for ages at this huge expanse of intricacy, you look up and everything is at the correct scale again and people on the other side look like huge giants towering over small villages. We were shown ‘what not to do’ in the guise of terrible hotels, soul-less suburban semi’s and office blocks masquerading as pleasant residential nodules.

Bruce Willis and the friendly cyclops took us to Parque Lenin. Built between 69’-72’ as a ‘pleasure ground for the people’, it existed for years as THE place to go on the weekend - an idyllic country retreat with hundreds of aces of forests, lakes, restaurants, and even a little railway. Parque Joy was perhaps plan B for its name. Since the dire days of the periodo especial the park has fallen into neglect and is a shadow of its former self, a surreal landscape of dried up ponds, deserted amphitheatres, and empty roads. We visited the amazing Las Ruinas - which is a combination of the ruined walls of an old sugar mill encased in a striking modern restaurant, all hidden behind a very modest stone wall. You walk through the damp doorway into a tropical garden with large white walls breaking the forest floor into habitable segments. It’s a very hard place to describe but all I can keep thinking of is Jurassic Park, once again. Lost in the forest the building looks, in parts, unfinished, with huge concrete beams rising and traversing the upper canopies, with soaring trees rising through them. At any moment I half-expected a velocoraptor to appear round a corner, poking its head through the palm leaves, spot me with its keen eyes and pounce, impaling me with its terrible claws. Inside the restaurant you are simultaneously standing on a smooth marble floor looking at a huge stained glass separation wall, whilst also confronted with crumbling stone walls, birds flying overhead and fragments of the past nestled perfectly with the new.

Sadly we didn’t eat here, instead we were towed through rolling grasslands in the shell of a small bus, by an old boy and his tractor. After 15 minutes we came to Restaurante El Bambu, Cuba’s premier vegetarian establishment. For 50p we were treated to a buffet of salads and pulses, butternut squash’s dimmer friend laying beside a plate of pink flowers for a pleasant garnish. It was a much welcomed diversion away from our day-to-day beige diet. There was also a Japanese strolling garden adjacent that whilst nice enough was a bit of a half-arsed attempt fallen at the wayside. We also visited an aquarium built in the shape of a spiral, which you walk through, continuously turning left until the curve becomes tighter and tighter and you emerge at the central café. Great idea but they can’t have had customers for some time. There were a couple of very unhappy looking crocs sharing a dank pond with a distressed fish, and several empty tanks. There is also a modest theme park on the banks of the main lake. Oh how my childish heart leapt at the sight of the blue and yellow loop-the loop! Alas it was closed for maintenance. One of failures affecting the park is transport. The rail link is disabled and the bus takes an age. We caught the M6 ‘camillo’ – or camel, so nicknamed for its 2 humps. It’s a huge bulk of metal cut from old military vehicles and the cheapest bus you can catch. Cheap means busy too and you cram in until people are hanging out of the doors. Its fun to see one chug by but not to be in at midday when you are having a sweat attack.

It is the 29th Latin Film Festival this week and our local cinema is playing British films. Admission is 2 pesos (5p) and the cinema itself is tip-top. There are no adverts or trailers which is brilliant and so far I have watched an Irish film called The Wind That Shakes The Barley, Atonement, the very uncomfortable Venus, and the shoot-your-baby-in-the-face depressing Glaswegian film - ‘Red Road’. The Cubans aren’t getting a very good overview of life in the British Isles - Irish civil war, lovers torn apart never to reunite, an old man’s questionable relationship with a very young woman and a CCTV operator who has sex with a man that killed her husband and daughter.
Some facets of Fidel’s rule are wonderful but others – like the serious neglect of Central Habana can’t really be lied about much longer. Apparently Cuba doesn’t disclose much information to the UN about its human rights and it’s hardly surprising. But you need only walk down the streets that haven’t been filled with 5 star hotels and fake mojhito bars to see what life is like for the average Joe. Behind the romantic facades the houses are falling in on themselves and at some point the government is going to have to inject a massive amount of capital into rebuilding. The big question is whether to restore and replicate or invent a new style, hopefully not copying international architecture.

I am trying to plan a post-xmas excursion and I tried to ask Mario at work if this was ok that I go away for a week. He only speaks Spanish and French, and my Spanish is embarrassing. He took me to a happy lady and we three then jumped into a broken conversation where very little was made apparent other than my glaring incapability to communicate with them. However I think I have agreed to have daily Spanish lessons at the convent, that I also think may be free. Happy lady is also going to give me the number of a friend who’s room I may rent when I go away. It’s all up in the incomprehensible air, and so frustrating.

In my suitcase are a few Birthday and Christmas presents from my parents, neatly wrapped and begging to be opened. The wrapper of one faired quite badly in trans-Atlantic transit and for 2 weeks now I have been trying to ignore the unmistakeable Lindor packaging poking through the paper. Yesterday I had a moment of weakness and hurriedly retrieved the small box of chocolate balls before my mind thought better of it. In a valued moment of solitude I unwrapped one of the beautiful spheres and devoured it slowly and without shame. It’s only a matter of time before they all meet the same fate, but I hope for their sake that they are given the full digestion they deserve. Being without certain pleasures makes them all the more appreciated when received. Music is one of them at the moment. It has never sounded so good, blissful tunes flooding my ears and transporting me away for an hour. The only CD’s you ever see here are either cheap copies of crap laid out on the pavement or ridiculously expensive imports displayed with hushed reverence on a bare shelf. And in the bars it’s either the same Cuban beat retrodden and remixed or the entire back catalogue of Celine Dion, with a hint of Disney thrown in for good measure.

I’m still trying to get my head around the money situation here. Our pals at the convent, Bruce Willis as an example, get the small sum of 15-20 CUC a month. To put that into perspective I am paying 17 CUC per night for rent, a beer is 1 CUC, cheap lunch for 5 CUC. A new CD for 25 CUC and a pair of converse shoes – 90 CUC!!! But then there is the dual currency situation. Some things are paid for in money de national – all street food, transport, cinema and some restaurants. And if you make the effort to look around you can easily live on 50p a day rather than £10. I imagine if we came back here in 10 years it would be a different place entirely, but I have no idea how Cuba can open its doors to tourism and possibly capitalism without loosing its identity. But then sometimes I don’t care at all because America is going to initiate world war 3 soon enough with either Iran or China and nuclear warfare will burn all our skin off. I am reading 1984 and it’s all a bit too close to the bone.


We have another presentation tomorrow on everything we have seen over the last 10 days. Everyone snapped up the interesting tasks straight away and I am left with resizing images and choosing suitable fonts. In a moment of madness I volunteered to draw a cross-section of a typical housing block in central Havana. This is like slowly pouring your soul into a drain, and can only be surpassed in boredom by reading a dossier. I don’t even know what a dossier really is but I imagine it to be a massive wad of A4’s possibly spiral bound, on a topic such as ‘gross interest rates in the bathroom products sector for the year ending 2005’.Dossier, the word makes me want to throw paint all over a pristine showroom and shout FANNY out of a moving car.

There is one more Lindor, sitting nervously in the fridge, awaiting its tasty fate.

Your Tomfoolery Will End In Tragedy (Ice Cream: The Return Of)

I’ve been having some really bizarre dreams lately, very little of which I can place and trace back to the days events. One particularly vivid one started off, I think, in Preston Park where I was with Ruby, Deva, Alice and Holly. Holly was devastated with a family bereavement (I hope I haven’t foreseen anything), and Ruby was wearing a red dress, and the grass was very green. Low metal railings were also quite dominant. You know those 5-minute shorts you get on C4 at 6.55pm or something, well I was suddenly in one, except it was an arcade game and I had to collect 4 ‘foot tokens’. I started the game with a head start it seems, by already having ‘Left Foot’ and ‘Right Scratchy Foot’. God knows the relevance of scratchy. I had to collect 2 more in 5 minutes by walking around the plush suburbs of Havana. I found ‘Water Foot’ and had only to find ‘Badger Foot’. The thing that made it difficult was that flying overhead creating an oppressive cloud of fear was a rubbish truck occupied by an unseen menace. I knew the menace was green and there was a high chance of it being some type of T-Rex manifestation. I cowered under canopies like Frodo and Sam in the Dead Marshes. My own dream-Nazghul sending my mind into a terrified freefall. A brief moment allowed me to escape from my hiding place and I was about to collect Badger Foot when my time ran out and a sinister narrator said something like “And now you will never know the true identity of the flying menace”.

If anybody would like to translate this for me it would be appreciated. Its probably because of the damn Ice Cream though.

We got the local bus to our project sites in the suburb town of Guanabacoa. All the way I had a mad woman in front of me constantly wetting a flannel and damping her face, wringing it out the window, and spitting (some of which flew back onto my chest). She kept saying Cunda (bad word, similar to the English) and mouthing off about the Chinese. But then who likes a bus full of normal people anyway? Guanabacoa has an incredibly rich history, most of which we went through in the 4-hour Spanish marathon. In fact, I would go as far as to use the word PALEMCEST to describe Guanabacoa. It certainly is. We had a local man take us around and show us 5 empty sites that we could work with. His name was Cameron Diaz. I wish I had known at the beginning of the day because it would have made every moment funnier. The town was quiet, taxis replaced by horse and cart, lots of street socialising and a lot of pride. People here are proud to call themselves Guanabacoan, making a clear distinction from Havana. The problem being that the pride only lies with the history and not with the present. Unemployment is high and what little money the government spends on restoration stays in central Havana. Hence our place in the grand scheme. Tricky Mickey. Apparently whatever we propose will be then handed to the government for close scrutiny and probable rejection.

In the evening I gorged on a whole tub of chocolate Ice cream and was frowned upon by Sheila and Alice (maid Marion) for not sharing. Ruth chased me round the house with a spoon and a pot of peanut butter for a possible sugary combo. This is not technically tomfoolery but I should have shared because the powers that be made me spend most of the next day hugging the toilet bowl dry-heaving, and cold-sweating into the night. Maybe it wasn’t the ice cream though because Ruth, James and Bonzo have all since had the same. Alice came to the rescue though. Possibly the best Cuban maid in the world she brought me a little bowl of soup and some ice for my head. So I just lay there and let everything be done for me. Perfect, it’s like being sick at primary school and spending the whole day on the sofa under a duvet watching TV.

The next day we had to give a presentation on Guanabacoa. My contribution was nil because I had my head in the toilet whilst the others stayed up till the early hours creating a bi-lingual slide show. It started as a relaxed event and we had the presence of 2 new architects - the one-eyed Orlando, an elderly fellow with a brillo-pad beard, and Yassir – a pot bellied, unusual looking man who has a mostly kind face, betrayed by the occasional mischievous grin. The main man is Mario, the artist formally known as Flavio, who saunters in to the meeting when he likes, slumps down and dictates, in an unnecessarily loud voice. I felt very on edge, many heated discussions were taking place about what to do in Guanabacoa and Mario was causing the tempo + volume to escalate. Because it was all in Spanish I would get the odd fragment but couldn’t figure out if we were arguing or agreeing. I thought of Ellie because she too would have hated the atmosphere there. In contrast to me nervously rocking on the chair and biting my lip, I imagine Ellie would have grabbed handfuls of hair, and ran away, exasperated and mouthing apologies to everyone in the convent. It was disorientating, and made eventually more irritating because we were in fact agreeing. Mario just hadn’t waited till the presentation was over. Power-trippy architects get everywhere. However I like his Latin face. He is the most Latin person I have ever seen and for that reason I will absolve him of all verbal aggression.

The next day we were given a walking tour of Old Havana by Orlando and our other comrade – Carlos. He has the most beautiful eyes of any person I have ever seen and from tip of the nose to base of chin is the spitting image of Bruce Willis. They have the same extended upper lip that seems to be begging for moustache occupation but you know it would look wrong – and if you’ve seen the film BANDITS you would agree. We also looked at some buildings, crumbly like Stilton. We went into a sort-of Apothecary shop, and bought honey. I could imagine little wizards going in there to add to their spell ingredients. In the upper reaches there was a tinny walkway that could only be accessed by a dwarf to fill the shelves. If I were a dwarf I’d hand in my CV immediately.

In the evening we met Bruce Willis at a Jazz Club he recommended. The entrance was a couple of English phone-boxes welded together. Strange. Jazz Jazz Jazz. I know its good and I was in awe of their improvising but it was lost on me. My head was like a funnel and whilst bits of the cacophony were captured and travelled into my brain, the rest was lost in the ether. Looking around, I felt quite out of the loop. A beautiful woman with skin like galaxy chocolate took to the stage and used her amazing voice as an instrument, complementing the trumpet notes. Some strange bloke near us pulled out drum sticks and started tapping away in the shadows then slowly, ever so slowly crept closer and closer to the stage, still tapping away. He was eventually noticed by the band who reluctantly let him on the stage to jam. It was really awkward because he was drunk but he was good. He moved so slowly, like a musical sloth, weaving past the double bass and the bongos to stand behind the drummer expectantly, still tapping. Not knowing what to do the drummer got up and let the man have his turn. It was fine but the nature by which he approached the stage and moved thereon in was uncomfortable. Like a drunken uncle at a wedding – no don’t sing Lady In Red!

We also went to see a French film in Spanish subtitles. This bilingual feast would have been challenging at the best of times but it was also a really shit plot.

Today we learnt that in some blocks in central Habana there can be more than 1000 people living. that is a lot. the buildings are only 2 or 3 stories high. so when you see old ladies sitting on the doorstep watching the world go by, they arent infact just chilling and socialising, waiting for someone like me to consider them photographic. they are waiting THEIR TURN to have a sleep on the matress. its insane how overcrowded it is. people have to take it in turns to sleep and eat!

Finally: to any Wheel of Time readers out there: Robert Jordan has died, without publishing the last books. The outcome of Tarmon Gaidon (the last battle) may never be known. What a sod. Who does that, it’s so selfish. JK Rowling would never have done that. She’d definitely wait.

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Ice Cream, Boxing and Ochre Cloisters

We were told it would be very worthwhile visiting a huge model of Havana to get an overview of the city’s layout. It is located a painful 8km from our casa which in the noonday sun takes about 4 weeks of sweaty steps. This surely must have been a conscious decision, a sneaky deal with taxi drivers. Why so far out of town? It was worth it though. When built (after 18 years in construction) it was the largest scale model in the world, measuring 22m-10m. At a scale of 1:1000 it encompasses most of the city of Havana and is ridiculously detailed – from every balcony on a tower block, to tiny cars, to a real light in the lighthouse, accurate topography and pinpoint locations. Amazing to walk around but I certainly would not dedicate 18 years of my life to making tiny houses and trees. To be honest, I think they were quite lazy. If held at gunpoint I reckon I could do it in 10. Obviously not with the gun to my head the whole time. We read in a local newspaper that one of the films playing during next months film festival is London To Brighton. We are going to go and see that and a film in Spanish, and then cross the street to the famous Coppelia Ice Cream parlour. It is one of the revolutions great luxuries, available for all the people. Taking up a fairly hefty chunk of land it is a fantastic structure hidden away amongst tropical foliage. It has 5 entrances each with a separate menu and queue and you are seated en mass, 20 at a time. To my eyes it is like a James Bond house-of-the-future, mixed with Centre Parks and Universal Studios Jurassic Park ride. In fact that is just what the huge queues look like – people waiting to go on a fantastic theme park ride.

After another day at another beach we hit the town, as our last nocturnal excursion before we become worker bees. We went to La Cabaret Nationale, which for any Brightonians was like Komedia downstairs. After 15 minutes the crazy skirt-waving dancing stopped to be replaced by same same club music. For some reason we agreed to pay 30 CUC for a bottle of rum, when you can buy it in a shop for 5. After about an hour of stiff dancing the music was cut and female eyes zoomed stage-wards. Out came a snazzy duo that it soon became clear are local pop-stars – we’ve heard their catchy tunes all over the place. Decked out in the usual R&B bling and whiter than white rags they got the Cuban pulses going all right. I thought they looked and sounded like a couple of twats myself so I buggered off. The back streets were deserted at 2am and so peaceful. At 5-7pm they are throbbing with life. Everyone hangs out, often literally, by their houses – playing baseball, dominos, passing the rum, kicking a ball or dog.

Yesterday after another exhausting walk in the hottest sun yet we went to watch some boxing opposite the Capitolia. When we get our ID cards entrance fees to boxing, ballet, baseball, anything beginning with a B costs about 5p. For now it was 60p. It was pretty short and sharp and we watched about 8 matches, some boring and some very exciting, tiers and tiers of shouting and clapping. Some little boys were up in the shadows of the highest tiers where no one was sitting, pretending to be little boxing heroes. I wish there had been some strong slices of light spilling through the windows because their little silhouettes jostling and jabbing would have made excellent photos.

I would like to right extensively on the art of photographing Havana, using the camera as a tool to edit what I see and show others but for now I don’t have the mental capacity. I will though, as I’m thinking constantly about the power/misuse of photography at the moment. You could take hundreds and hundreds of good photos every day, photos that people expect to see documenting CUBA - an old woman with skin like melting liquorice, wearing a scarlet dress, leaning on the rusty doorframe of her emerald painted home. Colours colours are everywhere, shining under the sun. Its all too easy. And so it’s the turn of the master of the arts-architecture.


It was our first day ‘at work’ today. 45 minutes brisk walking, arriving sticky and out of breath. We are working in the heart of Habana Veija – OLD Habana – in an old nunnery. One of the only remaining buildings of its type in Cuba it is a tranquil set of ochre cloisters and cool corridors. We sat down and were given a brief history of nearly everything. Entirely in Spanish with intermittent translation by the ever useful Larissa. Our main boss who I will call Flavio spoke to us about the history of Cuban architecture since the 15th Century. For four hours. Without a break. For 4 hours. Fascinating stuff by my god was it strenuous going. The project is quite complicated but in brief there are 5 UNESCO funded projects in Cuba that our office is working with, in 5 separate towns that have so far been neglected and overlooked. Our work is aimed to be contemporary with no intention of restoring architecture to ‘retain history’, but instead to save what is salvageable whilst inserting a modern answer that responds to the needs of 21st Century living. There is no point restoring an old sugar factory to be a kitch 5 star hotel for minted tourists when so many millions of Cuban’s need better homes. This is such an exciting project that I frustratingly can’t seem to describe well. These are good, smart, proud Cubans we are working with who’s intentions are honest and boundary-pushing. Cuba is on the cusp of some huge changes so its very very exciting indeed to be involved with this project at this time. Also by the end of it we will have a certificate from UNESCO recognising our work. Cool beans!

Sheila has bought some tinsel and festive hanging options. We have already been eating off of a santa themed tablecloth and its not even December.

I would like to end with a quote from a book that I just finished called Still Life With Woodpecker by Tom Robbins:

“Don’t let yourself be victimised by the age you live in. Its not the times that will bring us down, any more than its society. When you put the blame on society then you just end up turning to society for the solution. There’s a tendency today to absolve individuals of moral responsibility and treat them as victims of social circumstance. You buy that, you pay with your soul. Its not men who limit women, its not straights who limit gays, its not whites who limit blacks. What limits people is lack of character. What limits people is that they don’t have the fucking nerve or imagination to star in their own movie, let alone direct it.”

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Southern wall of one of works Cloisters

Sheila´s Meals

Ola, buenos dias!
In the last few days the topic of conversation has moved away from excretion towards money and the general resentment of being ripped off. Some things are considerably cheaper when moving around as a group, and others are not. For example, it is very hard to remain conspicuous when there are 6 of your semi-pasty European faces meandering down side streets. Luckily I am tanning quickly and when alone can slip into the background quite comfortably. For anyone who has read Phillip Pullmans ‘Dark Materials’, maybe about to be murdered on the big screen, one of my aims in life is to do what the character Will does. He is a normal boy with the tremendous ability to appear so normal and unassuming as to almost disappear. People just do not notice him, and he uses this much to his advantage. This is a superpower I would gladly purchase (assuming all-out invisibility is already taken). I think we are all looking forward to the routine of work, knowing we don’t have to worry about finding food and can then let our follicles relax on the weekend.

Food, mm damn good deal. For £9 a night we get breakfast and dinner included. Sheila, the lady of the house has a maid who comes in every day and cleans our rooms and cooks our food and we are quite the spoilt little kids. Sheila and her sister acquired this house when their parents fled to Miami some years ago. I think this is correct. We have paid for a month upfront and it was a painful handover. The government taxes families who rent rooms an extortionate amount of dollars for renting – which is the only way I can hand over this cash with a smile. Suspiciously the day after payment a washing machine arrives and a carpenter to fix our (balcony) door. Breakfast is a happy combo of bread/butter/jam, coffee and freshly squeezed guava/orange juice. Dinner is altogether more exciting and like a fine female flirting with a flabby security guard, it butters us up and makes the rent pill easier to swallow. Last night we had a treat. Hefty hunks of fleshy mackerel, rice, and tasty salad. Some of the best fish my mouth has had the pleasure of greeting. Fish is one of the foodstuffs that comes under the ration label so a good piece, like a politician with integrity, doesn’t come along often. We gave our thanks to Maid Marion (as she will henceforth be named) accordingly.

During a morning stroll into town, me y Ruth, although distantly aware, were surprised to find ourselves walking through China town. 1% of Cubans are Chinese and have set up a modest little quarter here in Habana. It was shit and quite depressing but I will no doubt get cravings for MSG ‘meat’ at some point. Around the corner is the Capitolio, ohhhhh what a monster, albeit a welcome monster to anyone lost, as its white dome can be seen from afar. Constructed in 1929 under order of US-backed dictator Gerado Mechado, it was the seat of the Cuban Congress till the key year of 59. Because the audacious base is mostly obscured by surrounding buildings it is not nearly as monolithic and offensive as Washington DC’s Capitol Hill. Despite being so out of place and externally insulting, it is a reference point, a popular meeting area and home to speedy internet access. It was here, lounging on the enormous flight of steps that we met a guy called Luiz. Luiz is from Chile and just popped along to indicate how small the world is. Luiz is in Habana studying music at the university, specialising in Saxophone. Upon hearing this and his country of origin, Larissa’s Belgian ears twitched. (Larissa has spent over 6 months in Chile and apparently studied the art of Saxamophoning there) Would you believe it, you know whats coming? They only had the same bloody Saxophone teacher in Santiago! Mental oriental. Ice broken with a veritable sledgehammer of disbelief we all went for a beer. Luiz is also a keen skateboarder and can play guitar. (This one’s for Rachel – He looks like happy marriage of Patrick, Vishell and Jake. With tats and clothes to match). He borrowed a guitar from a slightly displeased man and played Cranberries, Greenday, Tracy Chapman, Bob Marley, but almost burst the bubble with a terrible Jeff Buckley attempt and a swiftly cut-short Wonderwall. He invited us all to a musical event in the evening which sounded much fun. However he did not thank us for the beers we unconsciously bought him and we were increasingly puzzled by his willingness to walk all the way back to our Casa with us and wait out on the sea wall whilst we ate dinner and got ready.

This is secondary. We all squeezed into a taxi and paid a small fortune for the privilege of arriving at the club night too late to even contemplate joining the one-in, one-out queue. So we grabbed a bottle of rum and 2 Tukola’s and made our own shindig opposite the entrance to the cemetery Relaxed we made our way through polite introductions. His only friend of reading interest was a Mexican dude with nice dreads and a groovy tie die shirt. He came 6th in last years Latin X-games. Which at the time was near sporting celebrity for our rum-soaked ears, but now writing this the effect has somewhat dwindled. We once again paid for all the drinks and down the road for beers. We walked quite a distance back to the sea front and bought more rum and coke from a petrol station. These guys were cool and were good people but its was taking the piss a bit because the only pennies they spent were over the side into the sea. James drunkenly confronted them with a line similar too “ Hey, you’ve had mucho rum, si? Want more, uno peso por favour”. This didn’t go down well. Luiz said he didn’t comprehend, pah! As if. Swaying with blood at 40% alcohol ratio we resentfully said our hostile goodbyes whilst trying to remain amigos. I was saddened because it felt like these guys, who were also foreign students took advantage of us like we were temporary means of funds. 3 days on, I don’t really care anymore.

PHOTOS
1. Sunset
2. Freaky bin man´s bin attatchment

Pollo fitto y banos emergencias (Fried Chicken and Toilet Emergencies)

ahhh I hate it. I feel like such a fanny. You think you are partially grasping the language then someone approaches you and asks you a question and you completely freeze and blabber some incomprehensible words that are neither Spanish nor English, so no one is the wiser.

Four of us (Larissa, Ruth, John and I) have moved into a new casa particular (renting a room with a family) right on the sea front closer to Old Havana and where we will be working. The house is lovely albeit decorated with the same tacky porcelain horse figures and cheap landscape paintings that seem to adorn all houses here. We have a huge veranda that opens right out onto a sea view, easterly so morning is a joy. Included in the price is breakfast and dinner. And its very nice not to have to worry about these as previously we had been doing a round trip of an hour to collect bread butter jam and water. We are starting work a week later than expected. It seems that administration of any sort is a right fucking pain here. We discovered that our previous host only has a license to rent to 2 people. As he was renting to 6, 4 of us had to walk to some other casas and pay them some rent and have our visas photocopied so that officially we are staying with them. It’s all very strange but many families rent illegally and there are regular police checks.

Me and Bonzo took a trip to the main cemetery in Havana – Necropolis Cristobal Colon. Over 1.2 million people are buried here and now it is so full that you are only given a 2 year burial after which I think you are cremated and moved elsewhere. The Catholics must love this. We visited some stunning tombs but after a while it was quite nauseating being surrounded by hundreds of thousands of bright white marble surfaces in a vast grid that stretches as far as you can see.

Our previous host, Raoul, soon came out of his shell and quite unashamedly declared himself an alcoholic extraordinaire. The sort of mildly amusing drunkard who slowly gets worse and worse until paranoia sets in and he asks you the same question 5 times and doesn’t believe you when you say you are ‘muy bien’ (very well). He put on some jazz and didn’t believe us when we said we liked it so he changed it to Led Zeppelin which seemed to trigger a higher level of intoxication. I suppose the neat glasses of rum didn’t help. He then went a bit cold and asked us why we were leaving and said that he had a 2 week booking cancelled and we could stay longer if we wanted. Obviously the lack of funds was causing him to drink, but damn I hate guilt trips. I left and went to bed, quite content in my ear-plugged silence. (thankyou Jen)

The next day we got up bright and early to be escorted by Jorge (the main organiser of this trip, a professor and dean of architecture) to CUJAE university 45 mins bus journey out of town. You pay for public transport in Cuban pesos – 24 in every standard peso. There are 2 interchangeable currencies which is quite confusing. Anywho, the bus journey cost the equivalent to 5p. Going the same journey in a taxi you have to pay the other currency and it will cost probably £5. The university buildings themselves were fantastic. A bit dilapidated but architecturally, really stunning. A really amazing atmosphere to study in. It was interesting to see how different these students looked to the average Juan or Julietta in Centro Habana – longer hair on the males and less…..street corner chic on the ladies. The woman in the administration office turned out to be a real whore and was making the whole signing up process really hard for us. We are getting temporary Cuban ID’s which both registers us as students, allows our visas to be automatically lengthened and grants us discounts. We were kindly asked to leave the office while bitch face and Jorge argued it out. Kafuffle after kafuffle led to a 1 hour wait during which we wandered around and bought some food at the market. I drank a strange fruit shake (batido) that tasted like meat, and a ‘peso pizza’ basically the Cuban snack version of a packet of crisps. It tasted like nothing and everything. Everything manky that is. Jorge took us to the architecture department, which was refreshing and peculiar. It was strange to see the same styles of wall displays and mini-exhibitions/pin ups that we’ve been used to for the last 3 years. There’s obviously a way of thinking and style of presentation that transcends borders and oceans. We were given a short laptop presentation on what our work will constitute which was both exciting and daunting. During this something unexpected happened. I was all of a sudden gripped by a severe wave of lower bowel spasms. Highly distressed but not in a position to gasp or express my discomfort I sat there tightly gripping the chair and moving my legs, aiming to appear fascinated by slide after slide of topographical maps and transport diagrams. It was all I could do not to shit my pants right there in the meeting. Meanwhile across from me Ruth was being pummelled by stomach cramps that she sad felt like someone was ‘ grabbing her stomach and twisted it around in their fist’.

Second to the weather and food our main conversation this week has been poo. Not one of us has had it easy and there have been several embarrassing moments verging on traumatic. Spasms over, we journeyed back to bitch face and had to fill out several forms and leave our passports with them for 2 weeks whilst we waited for our Id’s. Four and a half near prolapse fuelled hours later we boarded the bus back. I ran in desperation back to our house like a crazy loon from a cheap Hollywood comedy, flailing and slipping on the wet tarmac. Made it just in time. Several boring events occurred between this and our next excursion, which was to visit some houses in town to find new rooms. It was late and we were all tired but we agreed to a temporary stay at two casas owned by ladies whose breasts dwarf every set of breasts you have ever seen. Just insane.

The chicken/rice combo has become dull quickly so ruth and I were overjoyed to find a vegetarian restaurant that has cheap peso prices – dishes for 50p. However we were grief-stricken to find it closed and a sign in the window declaring pork to be the dish of the day. Hmmm. Vegetarianism is misunderstood here. Now my Cuban history is shaky but I understand (with skilful paraphrasing) that after the fall of the Berlin wall and the collapse of the Eastern bloc, almost $5 billion vanished overnight from the Cuban balance sheet. Castro declared a 5-year periodo espacio that was aimed to repair malfunctioning bureaucracy and initiate local-level decision making. The US dollar was banned and living standards plummeted with a system of ration that “ would make the sacrifices of war-time Europe almost pale in comparison”. And so despite this period being over 10 years ago it has left scars. With the hardships of this period still fresh in most people’s memory, the Cubans will take any protein they can get, and so the mere concept of vegetarianism is almost incomprehensible. You will be looked upon with a degree of bewilderment when declaring yourself a veggie. This also leads to, I think, unnecessary inclusions of meat where you wouldn’t expect or want it. Thus, my speculation of meaty fruit shakes and chewy bits in rice are heightened.

PHOTOS
1. Statue in tomb
2. View from our new home, looking East along the Malecon
3. Waiting

Mi llamo Jonathan (My Name Is Jonathan)

And so after only 1 weekend in Havana I have already done several of the clichés I joked about. Drinking mojitos and rum+coke ( cocacola happily doesn’t exist here. Instead we have Tukola), smoking a cigar, dancing salsa (with prostitutes), swimming on an idyllic beach and walking for hours through mesmerising backstreets where crumbling villas and clapped-out cars meet in a lazy visual unison that feels both oddly familiar and quite alien. Havana feels, in places, a lot like Gibraltar and its infrastructure much like SE Asia. The sunlight here is so strong that in the morning and afternoon hours it is a photographers dream. I must look quite strange walking along; head turned upwards scanning balconies, courtyard gardens, between flats, up precarious stairs and through windowless-windows. It seems unnecessary to add to the already vivid descriptions of such a place because after a while words like ‘time-warp’ and ‘relic’ seem to lose all meaning. As an example of the atmosphere of Havana I will try to explain a couple of events.

Last night we saw scores of young Cubans walking along the Malecon (the long, sweeping concrete wall that forms the sea front here. Like a classic promenade everyone comes here to meet and socialise, to ‘cruise’ or just have a cigarette, to debate the latest baseball scores and to deal). We followed them to an open-air stage set-up opposite the American embassy. And here is a very powerful image. Directly opposite the windows of the American embassy are over 50 huge black flags each with a single white star on them. They all flap atop tall steel poles and can be seen from quite a distance. It is a very peculiar site indeed and upon asking our host Rauol what it was all about, the meaning seems to justify the image. Being the glass panes of the highest floors of the near 15 story blocks those funny yanks have a huge set of LED sentences that scroll across its surface. In Spanish they announce such things as - “Isn’t it strange that your highest qualified citizens like doctors and civil engineers choose to drive taxi’s because they earn more money?”. And so on. In return it was decided to visually block these statements with a high wall of billowing black flags. In their entirety they conjure up a very ominous and sombre atmosphere. What feeling this must give any American working in this building I don’t know. You must just feel like an absolute cunt every time you go to work. This was then the backdrop of a very fun concert last night. With large bottles of rum and coke we joined hundreds of young Cubans in front of a large stage. We grasped that it was a sort-of student event, although there was no real indication of this. Just many many dolled up men and women. Once the alcohol made is speedy journey to our heads inhibitions were flung far and we danced like fools, I think as I can’t rightly remember. The contrast to ‘dancing’ in England is quite apparent. In England we have the phrase ‘living for the weekend’, or even the cringeworthy ‘having it large’. People ‘work’ all week then get fucked and fucked on a Friday and Saturday night. Here people work all week then also let their hair down. They drink, but not to vomiting excess, and everyone properly dances. None of this slut-fest all flesh and no soul, or indie all style and no grace. The dancing here is seems effortless - quite relaxed and casual but with so much passion and sensuality. There’s something about the dancing and the socialising on the Malecon that is very enviable. Of course there are the seedier clubs where if you bend particular features you could be anywhere. We met a very helpful man on our first night who took us into someone’s house, up the stairs and to a small ‘restaurant’. We call him Desmond but I’m not sure if this is correct. We bumped into him again the night after, and he was quite drunk and dressed smartly with a very short and sweet young lady friend. We went with them to a posh-ish hotel bar and had mojhitos and smoked dirty Lucky Strikes. We knew the score, we were paying for their drinks but it was fine. We all got quite tipsy and I suppose a tad rowdy. In 3 days I have already grasped some simple Spanish and key words. There was lots of shouting of “ Chica, ehhhhhhhhhh, for you, ehhh, ahahahaha”. Usual semi-sexual banter. It’s at moments of high testosterone and inebriation like this that I tense up and have to adopt the best impression of laddish behaviour I can. And so when Desmond (who by the way is a fairly intimidating black man with a firm handshake and aggressive undertones) smacks my shoulder and tries to enter me into the conversation I do the best I can to sound like I too would like a Chica (woman) for myself. You just basically laugh loudly, go “ehhhhhhh sie” and possibly do a mock salsa move whilst sitting down. It just puts you into an embarrassing situation that I usually try to avoid. I had no intention of going out at all but I decided to go along to a club that Des recommended. We were drunk so it became fun. I danced provocatively with 4 women who were very polite in the sense that they didn’t slap me for being such an awful dancer and not quickly removing my un-inspired hand from the small of their back. We have since learnt that in many a Cuban club, if a woman is on the dance floor she is basically selling herself. In retrospect this makes complete sense because these women were prostitutes and seemed very miffed when we decided to leave. Some male members of the party were ever so slightly hurt at being deceived in this way. We all thought that they were sweet women. Here a woman might not class herself as a prostitute but if she is dancing with you with the premise of sexual contact then she will expect to have everything paid for her and possibly a bonus. Come to think of it, that’s not too unusual even in England is it?hmm.

One thing I was warned about and was very worried about was food. And although all I have eaten so far is fried chicken with rice beans and salad, it is not bad food. Just nothing to write home about. Although I am of course. It’s also more expensive than I’d anticipated. 5-10 pesos for a plate of food. £3-6. Beer is 50p, our accommodation is £7 a night. It’s cheap but it’s not cheap cheap and it all adds up fast. One thing that I think I like although it is very frustrating for a visitor is the lack of signs. I am a person who needs signs, and visual indications – clocks, bold street names, business signs. Here the streets and buildings will be full of all the services you want and need but it’s not obvious what or where they are. You just need to dig a bit and get to know the streets. This will be rewarding in the long run. Also having been to bustling food markets in SE Asia it’s quite sad to see the state of the markets here. Maybe food is just not a huge priority. Maybe it’s all to do with sanctions and restrictions, taxes and stuff but the markets only seem to sell tomatoes, strange potatoes and meat as the main items. Smaller stalls selling bits and bobs are there too but there’s no exciting smells and sounds. We went in search of eggs for a couple of hours this morning. Eggs are rarely sold on Sunday we now know. Some items are in such short supply that once it is put out on show it will be gone quickly so you better not hang around. Particular types of bread, and street food too. But its fine, you just walk further and there will be another opportunity.
It’s the usual score with a country that is struggling. The people are very helpful but usually aren’t being nice for free. This does happen but the people are poor and you in contrast are minted. As long and you both know the score everything works out well. It only takes a stuffy tourist or a local who thinks you are stupid to usurp the happy balance.

Yesterday we hopped into a taxi and went to a beach 18km away. The driver took us to a ‘Cuban’ beach, not a tourist one because the police would likely stop him there because of the poor state his vehicle was in. One of my fellow honorary Cubans is Ruth. She was particularly excited because she hadn’t ever been to ‘postcard’ beach before. I remember when I arrived at my first beach in Thailand, 3 years ago. I was alone and had no one to share that experience with. You see these photos on TV and in magazines but until you experience them with all your senses you don’t really know if they exist. And so I really enjoyed experiencing this with my 5 friends. We all just ran into the water and it was heaven. None of us expected to be in paradise quite so soon. We ate langoustines and sipped beer and mango juice. We watched an albatross circling above and these enormous birds of prey that hang around in groups of 10 ish. Stunning wings they have. We had 5 hours here until our taxi returned. The beach was near deserted as it’s winter in Cuba and the locals don’t see the point. Obviously us sun-parched Britains lap up any rays we can find with all the zeal of a famished dog. It was a blissful day that felt a little like the film E Tu Mama Tambien. So relaxed and free of worries. In a few days time we have to disrupt ourselves, pack up and find our own casa’s in the centre of Havana. Once this is done we can relax properly and start budgeting more.

When you go to a new place and especially immerse yourself in a different culture it can be quite exhausting which is why ive found the time to sit down and write on the balcony. The kids below are playing a strange game with a ball. They throw it at each other and every now and again someone has to stand facing a wall whilst the ball is lightly hurled at them. It makes no sense but they seem to love it. There are LOADS of police here too. Mostly on foot, patrolling and watching. It makes you feel both safe and under close scrutiny. I’m looking forward to learning as much as a can about the ticking of this country and really want to become competent in the language. Not that many people speak English so you really have to make the effort. We are going to the University and then our offices tomorrow to find out what we will be doing. I almost forgot why I was here for a second, oh yeah something about architecture.